NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ok, i saw twilight this weekend...ok so I saw it twice...but the point is (though it physically pains me to say it) a year of hard work has just gone out of the Window. and by that i mean edward cullen has seduced me into falling in love with him. again. fuck. seriously! i wAs totally over the whole twilight craze until i saw the damN movie and now i'm going to compare every guy i see to edward and nothings going to be good enough! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. shank. my. life. i'm going to do my best To remember that he's a fictional character and no One that kind, sexy, considerate, musically talented, strong, Fast, beautifUl, i'm getting off track....anyway the point is i'm going to have to Continually remind myself that no one that perfect exists. when it was the booK character i was in love with i was able to get over it by reading his lines in a way that annoyed mE and other stuff like that but robert pattenson is so fucking good at playing that role that i cant even Do that! Why must he be so damn hot?! even though the movie was quite different from the book And left out a bunch of my favoRite parts, i still love it. and by "it" i mean "him." D